God Damn Crappy Love Life!

Here is a summary of my love life: Britanny, a cute kiddy love for about three years in primary school; Bianca, liked for about a year between year 7 and 8 until i asked her out, she hid the fact that we were going out from her friends, then she stood me up on our first date (surprisingly enough we broke up); in year 10 i liked Gen (a girl in my year level 2 years younger than me) off and on (still like her), found out today that she likes me...i really dont want to ask her out because i dont think it would work and it would be really awkward; half way through year 10 asked Bree out, she said yes, she likes to go...fast. I dont and so she got a bit pissed off. I went to Italy for a month and then we broke up. After that i still liked her a bit but eventually got over it. Than she started hitting on me again and since than we have had this wierd relationship, i guess it is like friends with privliges which niether of us will ever cash in. The gen thing is really awkward, i mean she is 2 years younger and even though i really like her (like really really) i just dont feel that i would be comfortable in that relationship.